Running Out Frustration
I hate my job.
I seriously never liked doing sales but I was hoping I would get an acting gig soon after I took it so I didn’t think much of it.
Now, after not getting paid for 4 months I am losing my mind. I work for the most disorganized company ever and I feel as though I fight for my correct payment every month.
I have been cold, mildly depressed and frustrated for the last couple weeks. I need Spring to hit quickly and I need a change of pace. This economy is going to make it tough to switch over to a new company but I am sick of working for people who just can’t get their stuff together.
In all of this I was so frustrated I wasn’t really training and had a moment of “woe is me.” Finally today I dragged myself out of bed and realized that my half marathon in April would not be successful until I let that all go and ran.
So I ran…. and went from wanting to beat someone up to really enjoying a misty and gray day. It started to rain and I didn’t care. Even after a bit of a long night of working I still pushed myself.
I can’t wait for warm running but I remembered today I can’t let a missed week of training totally mess up my plan.
10 mile/min marathon. October 2009. It. Will. Happen.
Also, to my lovely company.
I hate you.
Above is a picture of my dog. She is the only thing today with the 9 million emails that have gone back and forth about my check that has kept me sane.
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